DECEMBER 21, 2020: “The Bitter End” …

THIS IS ME. I’m just contemplating everything. Everything behind me. Everything ahead of me. mostly, everything in this moment! No matter what I’ve been through, or have waiting down the road, I’m still the luckiest queen I’ve ever known.

Win, lose or draw, my heart is wide open to any and every possibility, with a battalion of angels and the God they serve working behind my scene 25 hours a day, all of whom follow my every step and guide my path with a Light I can’t even conceptualize, yet still it glows like a halo around my soul.

The bitter end will come in time, but the joy that I’ve found in the sweet here and now – IT KEEPS ME ALIVE! But this much I know … somehow we’ll be alright! (And by the way, that includes YOU!)

THE BITTER END

I’ve walked every road and turned every corner – searched high and low where I did not belong. Adrift with the tide – always hungry and yearning. If only I’d known that the answer was here all along. The bitter end will come in time, but the joy I have found in the sweet here and now – it keeps me alive! I’ve kissed the lips of an angel in waiting. Devil in kind! I’ve been lost and deceived! The thrill had to fade in this world for the taking. Once I woke up to what mattered, then I could see. The bitter end will come in time, but the joy I have found in the sweet here and now – it keeps me alive! We’re lost on a road where all we can find are just the remnants of hope that somehow we leave far behind, but this much I know … somehow we’ll be alright … ’cause It’s never too late to learn how to start living right. Starting right now, I’ll stop falling down and start living right. {Alter Bridge}