… meanwhile, ten years and one FU€KED up beyond all human conception trauma tragedies later, one would THINK that this mindset of mine from WAY back then would have changed or somehow been jaded.

Nah!

Have ya MET me?

I still very much believe that this hamster ball Ferris wheel, circus clown life I “get” to live – dark as it ever may be at times – was fashioned this way for a much bigger purpose and picture than perhaps I will ever truly know.

Every ending really IS a beginning!

Everything past really IS the future!

And yes, it’s still true that I wouldn’t change a SINGLE fu€king thing.

And yes, I still VERY much believe in love.

Pray God.

Goodnight everyone, it’s me, CAT!