Once I made peace with myself and truly epic space between my ears, I stopped trying to run away from it, moved the HELL back in, took a few pictures down, hung a few back up, and now I rarely ever leave it. Sounds kinda crazy, right? Indeed, I know this … but it doesn’t make it any less true. “… but loving in hindsight … that won’t work for my life. Let me forget all that went wrong.” As far as that “loving in hindsight not working for my life”? That was the OLD me … THIS IS THE NEW … and NEW me is okay with whatever, however, and whenever it takes to either understand or not understand why certain things and people happen FOR my life. After all is said and done, it doesn’t really matter, ’cause the proverbial shit is ALWAYS gonna hit the fan. This road I’m on is still rollin’ on anyway. As long as it takes me “anywhere”, anywhere is better than nowhere, and my life is too fucking beautiful to just give up now. I’m not just a Cat … I’m a REAL Cat, my friends … and the last time I checked, cats always land on their feet!

(“Inside Of Me“)

FELL FROM THE MOON

I fell to the Earth below and I hurt everyone that I know. Well, it’s gonna be hard and it’s gonna leave scars. Some days we’re born to lose. Today, I fell from the moon. I don’t know how to get back or how how to make up for all that I lack. But I’m gonna get there and I’m not gonna be scared. I got so much to prove. Today, I fell from the moon. ‘Cause I, I flew above the Earth some. I’ve danced under the warm sun. I’ve watched the stars light up the room. And now, I hope the Heavens help me. I pray that they might let me back. But if they don’t, what will I do? Today, I fell from the moon. I don’t know where I belong, or how long they say I’ve been gone. But I’m gonna be strong and try to find my way home. That’s all that I can do. Today, I fell from the moon. ‘Cause I, I flew above the Earth some. I’ve danced under the warm sun. I’ve watched the stars light up the room. And now, I hope the Heavens help me. I pray that they might let me back. But if they don’t, what will I do? Today, I fell from the moon. Today, I fell from the moon {3 Doors Down}