OCTOBER 21, 2021: “Inside Of Me” …

The truth is, I spent more than 40 years living trapped inside my own mind. Then I escaped it, only to find out that it wasn’t so bad in there after all. It just took me a minute to make peace with my own chaos, which as it turns out, had more to do with my environment and not what was “inside my mind”. Once I changed my scenery and the majority of the people in it, I found that my mind is an entire fucking UNIVERSE of beauty, love, creativity, whimsy, empathy, and faith that not everyone could appreciate or handle. Lol. THEIR LOSS! NOT MINE!

Not gonna lie folks, once I made peace with myself and my truly ethereal mind, I stopped trying to run away from it, moved back in to it, took a few pictures down, hung a few back up, and now I rarely ever leave it. Sounds kinda crazy, right? Indeed I know this – but it doesn’t make it not true.

…but loving in hindsight – that won’t work for my life. Let me forget all that went wrong.

Oh, yah, and about that “loving in hindsight not working for my life”? That was old me. New me is okay with whatever, however, and whenever it takes to understand – or NOT understand – why certain things and people happen in my life. After all is said and dont – IT DOESN’T REALLY MATTER! The proverbial shit in life is always gonna hit the fan, but this road I’m on is still rollin’. As long as it takes me “anywhere”, anywhere is better than nowhere, and Imma just figure it all out as I go, just like I always do. I’m not just a Cat, I’m a REAL cat my friends, and cats always land on their feet!

INSIDE OF ME

Always waiting for something. Searching for one thing. And I know it has to be there somewhere. On this show without knowing the way this is going, as
long as it takes me anywhere. There’s life and there’s one dance. There’s fate and there’s one chance to find out who I wanna be, and I know it’s inside of me. I look to the far side. Searching for daylight. Something that is mine, all my own. But loving in hindsight – that won’t work for my life. Let me forget all that went wrong. There’s life and there’s one dance. There’s fate and there’s one chance to find out who I wanna be, and I know it’s inside of me. There’s love and so much more that waits behind that door. There’s so much that I wanna see, and I know it’s inside of me.
{3 Doors Down}

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