DECEMBER 20, 2020: “Alone. Not lonely.” …

I recently stumbled upon this seemingly poignant post on Instagram by some “unknown poet”: “The person you needed the most will teach you to need nobody.” Hmm. I gotta tell ya, folks, I really do tend to agree with this. Except … I am seriously thinking that the person I needed the most all these years was me. So, now that I’ve finally shown up, no, I sure don’t “need nobody” but me. Wait! I take that back. I need GOD and I need me.

From this point going forward, anyone I choose to allow into my atmosphere will be there only because I want them in it, not because I “need” them in it. (Yes, there is a difference.) I am my safest fortress. I am my own best friend. I am my freedom. I am my home.

No, I’m really not lonely … I just very much alone right now and in the process of taking this thing to a whole new other level. Truth being told, not too many people can even go there with me anyway. I am Catherine Marie Williamson and am truly God’s favorite daughter. “All of this” is not for the faint of heart, my friends, and this queen isn’t playing small anymore.

YOU’RE NOT ALONE TONIGHT

We all drink to forget – some of us more than most. When reality gets too real and the fires of hell to close. But I’m here to let you know that that you can make it through, if you believe that someone is watchin’ over you. Call it an angel. Call it a muse. Call it karma that you’ve got comin’ to you. What’s the difference? What’s in a name? What matters most is never ever losin’ faith. ‘Cause it’s gonna be alright … you’re not alone tonight. We all have our days when nothing goes as planned. Not a soul in the world seems to understand. And for someone to talk to, you’d give anything. Well go on and cry out loud – ’cause someone’s listenin’. Call it an angel. Call it a muse. Call it karma that you’ve got comin’ to you. What’s the difference? What’s in a name? What matters most is never ever losin’ faith. ‘Cause it’s gonna be alright … you’re not alone tonight. {Keith Urban}