I N F J

… but did you KNOW that those four letters used to actually make me cry?

Yet, here I am now!

I’m an out loud and PROUD verified FREAK of the fucking world! I wouldn’t wanna be ANYONE else, and NOW those four letters make me cry tears of JOY! “Someone” evidently thought that I was special enough to be a walking, talking contradiction, an oxymoron of the most epic proportion, and a “less than 3%-er” with no chance in HELL of ever NOT standing out from the other 97% of humanity?

Lol! And to think most scientists believe that Astatine is the rarest naturally occurring element in the Earth’s crust. Nah. It’s ME, bitches! It’s me! To know me is to love me, or to really, really hate me, yet pretend to love me so you can still absorb the glorious madness that oozes from my soul. Let’s face it, I really AM strangely magical, or at minimum, just highly entertaining on those days the unsuspecting masses either need to laugh, cry, be inspired … OR aggravated! Yup. That’s me … THE FREAK!

Yes, I AM “one of God’s own high powered prototypes”, and I wouldn’t have me any other way. If I have to regret anything from my past (and trust me, I really don’t regret much), it’s that I spent so many years being ashamed of all my “labels” (the good, the bad, AND the ugly). These days? They’re like – my favorite tattoos of all – cryptic, elusive and invisible! YOU can’t see them, but trust me, THEY’RE THERE, and only the BEST of the BEST people this beautiful life has to offer me will ever get to!

{“Freak Of The World“}

With all that being said, and in honor of this spot-on YouTube video published three years ago this day by Akta, an INFJ sister from another country who I’ve never met, yet has described the inner workings of my intrinsically beautifully mind as though she were speaking through my own lips, WELCOME TO A DAY IN THE LIFE OF ASTATINE: