Okay, well, maybe sometimes I am still a little mad. Guess what? That’s okay! Yes, I’m a “stoic“, but no, I’m not a machine, and contrary to handful of sordid opinions, I very much do still have feelings. I mean, I know it sometimes seems like nothing but fun and games, squirrels and birds, really bad, errr, “outfits”, and even BADDER hair days, BUT, even with all that “I CHOOSE JOY” pulsing through my veins, sometimes I get a little “Rage Rash“! (That’s a new disease I just made up, by the way! Pretty good one, huh?
Mostly, though? YUP, I’m DONE with just about everything and everyone, and happily so, to boot. Releasing myself from the confines of giving too many fucks about things that aren’t feeding soul has been THE most selfish AND liberating liberation of all! I wish so badly that I could infect you ALL with this epic ‘lil virus of mine, but that would require me to have to either hug or stand too close to you, so, yer gonna just have to catch it THIS way:
Hi everyone! It’s me, CAT, and this is me inoculating you from the heaping piles of BULLSHIT on your driveway! PLOW THROUGH THEM AND WARRIOR ON!
While we’re on the subject of anger, keep in mind that while handing over the reins to your psyche and letting people anger you is never optimal, “being angry” in general is often a necessary if not healthy evil. Now, does that mean you should ever get too comfortable with it? NOPE! What have I been telling you, kids? You have to FEEL the pain and ride with it before you get to the station. Still, your anger is that sacred version of yourself that actually loves you the most and is only trying to protect you. So, just “reframe” it into a helpful little companion of sorts. Kind of like an emotional support kitten, puppy, or even an emotional support DEMON! It knows when you’ve been mistreated! It knows when you’ve been neglected! it knows when you’ve been deceived, manipulated, taken advantage of, or made a fool! It knows when it’s time for you to walk the fuck away and JUST … SAY … NO!
The Diary Of My Perfection 