NOVEMBER 19, 2020: “Carry On” …

If you didn’t already know this by now, my daughter isn’t just any regular kid. She IS my hero and I cannot say it enough. No one, and I mean NO ONE, will ever really know exactly what she has been through the last five or six years, or just how bittersweet this night is for us both. It’s the long-awaited series finale of her favorite show EVER … “Supernatural“.

There aren’t really that many words I have to write at this moment, because not only am I literally a raw and open wound after having watched it, I literally just don’t “have” the proper words. What I can tell you is that if you click right here you will be taken back to a post I wrote just over a year ago, “OCTOBER 23, 2019: Supernatural”, wherein you will catch a glimpse of what this show has meant to not just her survival journey, but mine as well … because … if I had lost her too the night Zack ended his own life? Well, I just don’t know where in the actual hell I’d be right now.

This show? These guys? THEY are the reason she was brave enough to reach out to the ImALIVE crisis helpline on August 22, 2019, after she realized that Zack (her “Bobby Singer“), was indeed going to end his own life that night, and THAT’S why we still have her around. Because … of this … “silly show”. So, yes, this night is bittersweet. But, as I’ve told her all along … and as we’ve both already learned all too well … sometimes endings are beginnings. So, with that, I’ll leave you here with the last two scenes from one of the most impactful eras of both our lives:

“Heaven ain’t just re-livin’ your golden oldies anymore … it’s what it always shoulda been – everyone happy, everyone together. It ain’t just Heaven, Dean. It’s the Heaven you deserve.”

{Bobby Singer to Dean Winchester}

If you know my story? Our story? ZACK’S story? You’ll understand exactly what these two fictional yet poignant moments in time mean to me and my little girl.

“Carry On” my friends … CARRY ON!

3 thoughts on “NOVEMBER 19, 2020: “Carry On” …”

  1. I feel you sweetie because they’re how I made it through my darkest days as well. I watched it months ago when it came out on Netflix and it literally took me several tries before I actually could do it. Thank you for sharing this with us because I really needed to be reminded of my heroic handsome guys and smile while I remember every single episode since I’ve binged it several times lol. I’m really grateful your daughter was brave enough to reach out and is still here and being a beautiful little warrior. Suicide Prevention is the number one charity I always support because like you I’m a survivor of it. I’m not sure if you remember me but we really clicked in the Shinedown group and here I am. Take care sweetie and I hope you have amazing holidays!!! 💜🤘🎶💯♾💙🎵🦋💛⚠️🖤🎸💥💥💕💕

    On Fri, Nov 20, 2020 at 1:38 AM The Diary Of My Perfection … wrote:

    > CAT WILLIAMSON: Warrior. Motivator. SURVIVOR; posted: ” If you didn’t > already know this by now, my daughter isn’t just any regular kid. She IS my > hero, and I cannot say it enough. No one, and I mean NO ONE, will ever > really know exactly what she has been through the last five or six years, > or just how bit” >

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    1. I LOVE THIS! Thank you SO much for taking the time to read it, much less respond. And yes ma’am … they don’t make guys like this anymore, right? Well at least that’s how it seems sometimes. The truth is, THEY’RE OUT THERE! Maybe there just so hard to find because they’re BUSY doing “hero shit”! Lol! Be well and take care of YOU!

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