FEBRUARY 8, 2021: “O’er Field & Fodder” …


Indeed it’s true that the “I got my heart broken, and now I’m afraid to love” struggle is up close, personal, and very real for many people. But here’s what I’ve been tryin’ to tell all you people, so listen up real good. If I hadn’t truly believed in the existence and power of true love all the while … and even though some of the most “forgettable” people almost destroyed me, one of whom actually leveled me so badly that I tried to kill myself, I would never have met the two loves of my life!

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again; I have been truly and deeply loved by TWO KINGS in this lifetime, not just one. How many women can actually say that? While unfortunately their fates had to take them Home before me, the love that each of them gave me was enough to last me the rest of my lifetime if that is to be MY fate. Nevertheless, it remains …


The people that hurt you are but the FODDER beneath your feet who prepared you for the greener pastures yet to come.

You will never be able to to recognize or appreciate your real king or a queen unless you’ve spent time in the company of an asshole! So, just keep stepping over all that fodder as you head towards the greener pastures in the Light!

Take it from me … the grass really is better on this side. And for the record, YES, I still love Corey Hart, and YES, I still listen to this song all the time! It’s beautiful and powerful, so, if you’ve never heard it before … JUST LISTEN!


Take me to the top again. Take me to the high road shining – ’cause you know I never seen the world like that! You take me to the top again. You take me where it’s slow and easy – ’cause you know I never dream inside like that. I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know. Won’t you take my heart? Don’t leave me here standin’! Take my heart where only you can. Take my heart – there is no resistance. I can only go as far as you can. Yeah, through the leaves of grass I search – and I follow like a soldier, where the battle rages on. Reveal what’s true. And I call to open skies – and I call to high plains driftin’ through the wintertime the Earth shall feed my soul. Discover borderlands that we have yet to run … and you can search forever never reach the Sun. And I can go on tryin’. And I can go on cryin’. Won’t you take my heart … where only you can? {Corey Hart}