CANNOT BELIEVE I never knew about this until just now and CANNOT TELL YOU how many infinite number of times I’ve had this similar conversation with the SO much better, stronger, wiser version of me, my daughter. I CANNOT WAIT until I begin to reveal the “The Diary Of My Perfection” very soon, especially when it gets to the most important entry of all, Gia at age 2 sitting at Jason’s Deli in Allen, on the day she became the death of every ugly thing my farce of a life used to be and the beginning of all my truths. She is the reason I decided to turn myself inside out and my life upside down once and for all because I was so afraid of her becoming “sick” like me, which is how I finally came to realize that “nothing would mean anything if I didn’t live a life of use to others”. This is the legacy I want to leave for my children. If I keep giving this all that I possibly can, one day, whether I’m here or not, I’ll be the luckiest woman that ever lived when they BOTH stand strong and proud amongst the crowds and say something like this about me: “My mom lived a life that was of use to others”! I. Love. This. Speech. Thank you Angelina Jolie! No, really!