SEPTEMBER 8, 2020: “Thankfully Shattered Into Pieces” …

…. when it’s 365 days later and your formerly “shattered heart” has healed in ways that are still yet to fathom, such that now as you’re sifting through “9 years of joy in his eyes” you are simply and unspeakably THANKFUL.

Thankful for the adventure.

Thankful for the laughs.

Thankful for the gifts.

Thankful for the highest honor of getting to be the ONLY two girls he EVER gave his heart to, and that we were his first and last of EVERYTHING. This has been all but impossible to digest and nope, I will never turn a corner or look in any direction and not hear the sounds of their laughter, the traces of their smiles, or feel the bond that they shared in my atmosphere. He was our miracle, but the joy in his eyes was the only true joy that king of ours ever had. WE were his miracles too! Despite how it ended, it was still a real life fairytale, and we will wear the crowns he left behind for us with a smile for the rest of our lives. He was ours, we were his, and that is the only truth we will ever need to know. I believe with every shred of my being that God gathered all the “Shards” that were once my beautiful king’s heart, made him whole, and took him home where they’ll be waiting for me on The Brighter Side Of Grey.

PIECES

I’m here again, a thousand miles away from You. A broken mess – just scattered pieces of who I am. I tried so hard. Thought I could do this on my own. I’ve lost so much along the way. Then I’ll see Your face – I know I’m finally Yours. I find everything I thought I lost before. You call my name – I come to You in pieces so You can make me whole. I’ve come undone, but You make sense of who I am. Like puzzle pieces in Your eye. Then I’ll see Your face – I know I’m finally Yours. I find everything I thought I lost before. You call my name – I come to You in pieces so You can make me whole! I tried so hard! So hard! {Red}

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