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A wind-shaped tree rooted among rocks beside a flowing river, with golden sunlight breaking through grey storm clouds.
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NOVEMBER 27, 2025: “Changes” …

The Diary Of My Perfection

So, umm, exactly how many stoic quotes from a bunch of dead philosophers can you throw at us in this Diary, Cat?

AS MANY AS IT TAKES!

Although all these dead guys are, indeed, DEAD, that their wisdom has survived the test of time only proves their modern relevance. We live in a world chock full of black and white thinkers who think in extremes without even trying to consider the MANY different facts, angles, and perspectives of a situation. Umm, hi, there! Not only did I use to be one of them, but such rigidity was almost my downfall! The ancient philosopher mindsets, however, continue to remind us about the many beautiful shades of grey in this all.

With that, and in honor of the 40th birthday of one of THE best movies of all, my beloved Rocky IV, please let me remind you that there is SO much more to see here than really meets the eye, and even MORE at stake if you somehow miss the memo. Remember: RIGID things break, but FLEXIBLE things can bend, twist, and MOVE like a butterfly when life’s stinging you like a bee.

Meanwhile, if I can change, YOU can change! I am, after all, the embodiment of survival of the fittest. I’ve “adapted, overcome, bent, twisted, and SURVIVED” by refusing to just keep standing there rigid and stubborn as FUCK while life’s wolves tried to devour me.

CHANGES

Changes … time’s making changes in my life. Rearranging … can’t seem to stop the hands of time. I remember … I was so young … I was much too young to see. Now I’m older … growing older … and I see things differently. Faces .. strange faces cloud my mind. Empty traces … make it hard for me to find. Somewhere in the distance, is there Someone who awaits for that moment I am taken over by the hands of fate? Oh, can’t you see? It’s changing you and me. Time’s makin’ changes. Time’s makin’ changes in my life. Times rearranging … it’s changing you and me. {Tesla}

Bronze-edged charcoal metal placard with a philosopher portrait, tree, and river. “It is in changing that we find purpose.” — Attributed to Heraclitus.
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OCTOBER 1, 2023: “Punch Today In The Face!” …

The Diary Of My Perfection

… ’cause if ROCKY says it,

IT MUST BE TRUE!

As we begin Mental Illness Awareness Week today, I’m reminded once again of exactly why Rocky IV is one of my truly favorite movies:

Rocky IV is my favorite, because in my mind I have always felt it’s been “me against the Devil” in both the brightest and darkest moments of my life, and he’s the one always saying to me, “I MUST BREAK YOU”! Yet, I absolutely refuse to let him take me down!
{“No Easy Way Out“}

I mean, seriously, people! There’s a reason why Heaven reigns from above and hell only thinks it’s reigning from below. And while I’ve never been one to say I’m better than anyone—meaning any mortal human with warm blood running through their veins—I do believe that I’m way fucking better than many “things.” The devil and all his vices—pain, suffering, anguish, and self-loathing—are below me and can all literally kiss my ass.

I WIN!

THEY LOSE!

C’mon, people! Put on those bloodied and torn gloves and FIGHT like a GLORIOUS bastard! The past is the past! It’s over! It’s gone! There’s NO point in going back there. There IS no easy way out of this, and there’s NO present like the time you have right in front of your fists! Also? Unless your arms are attached to your back, the last time I checked, punches only land going FORWARD!

Memorialized Quora work by The Real Cat Williamson about mental illness, featuring the despondent-man collaboration with The Khaos Kid.

With that … BYE, mental illness! It’s me, CAT! Looks like YOU’RE beneath me, too! So come at me again, bruh. I dare you! Momma NEVER takes her gloves off now, soooo:

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“Baby, baby, I have shed my skin, and I know how it feels inside to be walkin’ down an endless road not knowin’ if I’m dead or alive. But some things were worth fightin’ for, and that feeling will NEVER die. So, I’m not askin’ for another chance … I’M JUST TAKING IT and PUNCHING TODAY IN THE FACE!”

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“Cat, what does that even MEAN?” Oh, yah! “Punching today in the face” is a “Wheelchair Dad” thing. I won’t go much into it because I really want you to click the link below and discover what it means for yourself. Suffice it to say, though, Dan and Andrea Kotter and their six beautiful babies—who I recently stumbled across on social media—have managed to truly “punctuate” and inspire me in a profound way.
{“It Felt Like Today (To Start Moving On“}

Cat and her daughter-in-law in black hoodies, sharpened from the original selfie.

Triumphant boxer in a ring under arena lights with an American flag draped around his shoulders.
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OCTOBER 24, 2019: “No Easy Way Out” …

The Diary Of My Perfection
Black and red grunge-style quote poster about painful roads, hard battles, and continuing forward one step at a time.

Yesterday, I saw a post that really punched me in the face. Yes, that pun was intended. It was a super cool canvas rendition of the fight between Rocky and Ivan Drago, and after having thought about it literally all day and night, this is what I’ve come up with …

Gia and I are huge Rocky fans, as was Zack. Rocky IV is my favorite, because in my mind I have always felt it’s been “me against the Devil” in both the brightest and darkest moments of my life, and he’s the one always saying to me, “I MUST BREAK YOU”! Yet, I refuse to let him take me down!

Ironically, one of my favorite songs, “No Easy Way Out”, is from the Rocky IV soundtrack. The Sunday night before he killed himself, it was playing in the car on our way home from the gym. He was crying as he squeezed my hand three times (“I – Love – You”). Five nights later, he was gone. The mask came off and his fight was over. Meanwhile, I’ve listened to this song on repeat the last 62 days, just thinking, reflecting, remembering, and “wanting to know why”. But at the end of the day, it doesn’t really matter, does it? Zack’s fighting days are done. He lost. Went down. Tapped out. Still, my fighting days are not done yet, ’cause guess what, people? I’M STILL HERE! Am I bloodied and bruised with black eyes, a fat lip, and some scars that are here for the rest of my lifetime? Absolutely!

There’ve been so many days these last twenty years, even in my most broken, wandering aimlessly, bent, incoherent, mangled, and twisted of mindsets, when I’ve looked in the mirror and said:

Good grief woman, how in the HELL are you still standing? Why HAVEN’T you given up yet? WHY HASN’T THAT DEVIL BROKEN YOU YET, and how the FUCK are you alright?

The only answer I’ve ever come up with is this:

IT’S HIM! NOT ME!

I really AM God’s favorite daughter! This “risen to power and grace” divine apostrophe I’ve become is all HIS doing, I just know it. There IS no explanation as to why I, too, haven’t taken the easy way out after all of the years of pain and suffering that tried to snuff me out. God just handed me this heavyweight belt I wear for what reason I will never understand. Zero did I earn it … zero do I deserve it … but speaking of great fighters, Jean-Claude Van DAMN I’m honored to have it! It’s the most valuable thing I possess! It cost HIM everything and me NOTHING, other than my completely blind faith in “the process”. Some don’t understand this, and, in fact, may think it’s CRAZY for me to believe in something I can’t see or touch. I can’t see or touch the wind either, but its effects are very real! So, with that, I am Rocky, the devil is Ivan Drago, the God I serve is the referee, and I … am … WINNING!

Cat and her daughter-in-law in black hoodies, sharpened from the original selfie.
Rob Halford performing under red stage lights beside a quote about music acting as a time machine through memory.

Related quote-style image tied to “No Easy Way Out” and the post’s themes of struggle, memory, and resilience.
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